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Tuesday, January 21, 2003
alright well i tried the whole webpage thing. it caused more bad than good, so i think this is it. i can't write about my opinions and thoughts without problems coming up, and who wants to read a page of boring bullshit? so i'm just going to stop writing, and if people want to know my opinions and thoughts they can ask me. my friends are more important to me than this webpage and the drama it causes.
Tuesday, January 21, 2003
does she want me to be mad? upset? none of the above thank you. i'm happy with my life and i don't give a shit what she does. hope she has fun and doesn't hurt him.
On a more personal note, my grandma's in the hospital now, and this time probably not coming back. cancer's finally overcome her amazing strength. i feel really sad, but i don't think the realization has fully hit me yet. cancer runs in my family...what if my mom get is? what if i get it? so many questions are coming up, plus the fact that my grandma's not a christian. this is just a troubling time for me. thank you to all my friends who care about me.
Monday, January 20, 2003
after 11 straight hours of being with her...all i can think about is when we will next be together. we sat and talked for practically the whole time, and before we knew it the day was over. she is so amazing! in a couple weeks we're gonna go back and actually snowboard, which will be fun too. my only final occurs first period tomorrow morning. yippee! study? no way. sleep? here i come...
Sunday, January 19, 2003
sunday already? seems like it should just now be saturday, but hey no school tomorrow so it's all good. if people don't enjoy reading my page...then don't read it~ but please don't put immature little notes in my guestbook telling me what i'm doing wrong, because i'm not going to change anything. it's bad enough that people want to create drama, even worse that they are anonymously trying to anger me on my own turf. anyways all is going good for tomorrow. sheen's parents are gonna let her go so it will be awesome. chilled at nam's last night...watched resident evil and ate ramen. good times good times...
Friday, January 17, 2003
i'm happier than i've ever been, and really feel like i've found something special. her dream date: going to dinner and a play with a special guy. tonight? even better. we went to a comedy sports type improv thing at the old cafe today (i refuse to call it the sassy onion!!) and had so much fun! I even got sheena up on stage. We went with ashley and sam street, and christie todd and her sam even showed up! I haven't laughed harder in a long time! I'm in such a good mood, though the snow trip on monday might not work now. sheena's parents are reluctant to let her go, but we'll hopefully figure something out. anyways, i'm rambling on now. got to get up at the freaking buttcrack of dawn tomorrow: 11am!! night ya'll!
Thursday, January 16, 2003
wow that was so incredible! I get done with a boring day of work and have the coolest evening ever. I can't believe sheena had never seen dumb and dumber!! we have so much fun together just making jokes and talking about life. she's such an awesome girl! now i'm happy and can go to sleep! homework can wait till later...i'll just turn it in on finals day. I'm in too good of a mood to think about homework. oh and we're not going snowboarding now. instead we're just gonna play in the snow and make snowmen and go sledding and drink hot chocolate in front of a big warm fire! sounds so much more enjoyable anyways. i'll teach her how to snowboard next time, when we can both afford it better. ok well it's bed time soon here.
Thursday, January 16, 2003
I'm so happy, this is exactly what i need right now. a girl to have fun with and go on dates with and just get to know without any committment. sheena and i are so alike and we can just be complete dorks around eachother and it's totally who we are. we both like each other, and we both don't want a relationship...everything is perfect. anyways i have to go to work...and i don't want to see anymore guestbook entries about roth's. i freaking hate that place.
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
and the shizzle hits the fizzle... (what do you think it means?) so yeah everything is out in the open now. no more secrets. yes i broke up with monica like three weeks ago. yes it's perfectly possible that i have developed interest for another girl since then. yes it is also possible but very unfortunate that this girl is good friends with monica. yes her name is sheena. it's drama, it's a soap opera, it's the freaking gossip of the century. i don't really care anymore what everyone thinks about me. i can't make everyone be happy. they will just have to figure that out on their own. all i know is that i am.
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
ok, today's been a bit better. I just have a buttload of homework to get done by friday so that the grades go on the semester. i have no clue what my grades will be...hopefully good. i don't really care that much, since I'm going to chemeketa next year, but my parents do. today we listened to Ben Folds in mentoring, so much fun! zig was yelling at us to do some work, and then she got mad because i showed her a picture of a naked fat guy in my human biology text book. anyways i'm gonna go take a nap before my band practice. i think i'm going to go to the south west game tonight! fun fun. there's going to be a lot of crazzy crap going down tonight too, but I can't really talk about it yet. aight lata ya'll...
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
holy frick, my parents can be so incredible naive. I'm freaking 18 now and I still have the most ridiculous rules to follow that are supposedly a house "standard". I'm not allowed to have female friends over when the parents aren't home. seemingly ok, but there has to be exceptions, like when i've already made plans to have people over and it just so happens that my parents are going out, but my brothers are both going to be home!! What the hell do they think i'm going to do!!! if i wanted to be a dirty bastard and do "inappropriate things", then there are a million other places to do it. they aren't stopping me from doing anything, but that's the whole point. I don't want to do anything and they know that. Grrr I can't wait until I move out and get an apartment with clark and make my own rules. this is so ri-goshdarn-diculous. anyways, today's been pretty gay. I was supposed to work at 3 but i didn't know that so i was helping sheen with her car and then found out that i was supposed to work so i went in at 5:30 and everyone yelled at me. then i come home and more yelling. what the hell?! now i have to try and not think about this and do homework? grrr....
Monday, January 13, 2003
ok, now that this page is working right, i can actually start blogging! I'm so excited for monday, I get to go snowboarding for the first time this year! It will be pretty damn awesome, plus I love teaching friends how to board and I'll be doing plenty of that. oh by the way everyone...huge Token show on january 25th at adam stevens (only $5!) for those of you who don't know me, Token is my band and this show could be our huge break. we're headlining with 5 other bands, one of which is from washington. if they like us we may have the oportunity to tour with them this summer! pretty badass eh? i'm stoked. anyways i'm going to go study for my huge human bio test tomorrow. i have to get up extra early tomorrow to pick up sheena 20 minutes earlier than usual. the wonderful things i do for my friends...
Monday, January 13, 2003
YAY! I finally made myself a webpage. pretty basic i know, but hey it will work for me. now i can vent all of my frustrations, and get feedback from all my friends! i hope everyone will sign my guestbook, as i will be checking this page frequently! Life is great right now! thanks for checking it all out!
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